ghostskele

i were watching wayyyyy less people tbh

like i look through my feed and I dont even know 90% of the people
and sometimes I'll unwatch a couple people when getting on here doesn't make me feel worlds most stressed.  (most of the time it does)
But then after a while I'll be unable to handle it anymore  So then I have to get off again

I have my kink DA which I can handle really well tho its much nicer and I follow so much less people and I actually feel kinda appreciated there too


sometimes i think about paying someone to come unwatch almost everyone except the artists i really love with all heart
but poor no job me

ANYWAY SORRY IDK WHY I WROTE THIS BUT I DID SO

tbh Id come back to DA if there was a way to just flat out delete everyone im watching except for the grouped people,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

I havent been uploading art much at all,  i didnt upload anything last month at all.  My folder on my computer from last month only has 7 files in it, thats nothing.  And theres only 2 finished pictures and those were quick sketches for the gijinka thread.....  POINT IS i havent been drawing much as Ive been dealing with a lot of anxiety and stress due to school.  I was supposed to have graduated last saturday and yet I still am not finished.  I have .5 of a credit left before I can graduate and Ive been working hard on getting that done BUT CHEMISTRY IS HARD MAN, ITS HARD AND IT SUCKS.  So doing that has gotten me realllly anxious.  And then two of my neighbors has started trapping cats.  Both of my cats, scooter and aj, were trapped.  Scooter survived, but.... Aj didnt.... .... and. that has also been really stressful on me and I miss him a lot.  He was just the sweetest baby and he didnt deserve to go like that.  Long and torturous...  While searching for my cats we of course went to the pound.  Thats where Scooter was taken,  so hes home safe now.  And while I was at the pound I found the sweetest kindest cat ever, Tsuki.  She was nursing a litter of adopted kittens still,  but I visited her nearly every day.  I suppose a large portion of that was trying to fill the hole left in my heart left by Aj, find something to take my mind off him.  ANYWAYS eventually they weened the kittens off and so I was able to adopt her.  Shes very comfortable here now, though Scooter is fairly upset and they do not get along well.
So my life has been very... . .. stressful lately.  But Im nearly finished with Chemistry and Im no longer running to the pound constantly.  So I do have some time to draw a bit more often,  but thats only really if I am able to bring myself to sit and draw... So i dont know how to future will turn out.

Also yes my art has recently become anime weeb moe kawaii desu trash,,,, fIGHT ME

<sub>1. Post a picture of u?


2. Would you date an 18-year-old
Im 18 so thats my age so??????????? sure (Mazz will be 18 v soon and then Ill be dating an 18 year old)

3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
I dont really have a preference for what gender my friends are

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
I cant look at strangers I cant look at people I know

5. Can you commit to one person?
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

6. How do you look right now?
wet

7.  What exactly are you wearing right now?
an article of clothing

8. How often do you listen to music?
idk when I drive by myself I usually listen to music but I lost my phone so now i sit in silence, and when I draw I listen to music

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
sweats I guess????? But neither?????????? Idk what is considered a sweat.  I like... dress pants??????

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015?
Im fro mthe future

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
idk I like to talk but only to specific people (Mazz and Ned) and with them i can talk allll day but other people its exhausting and i cant talk for long

12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
cheater cheater pumpkin eatter//sobbssss

13. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
sometimes

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
NOPE BUT I WILL LEARN

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
//shrug

16. Are you going out of town soon?
out of town being like??? out of my city????? Cause I live on the edge of 3 cities I go out of town a lot.  Or like,,,, on a vacation type thing??? Cause maybe because my dad wants 2 use his 2 weeks vacation up soon

17. When was the last time you cried?
yesterday (I miss my cat, he is missing and I cry for him)

18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Not really

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
im happy with my eye color,  maybe to like blackbrown tho

20. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
nothing

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
I DONT HAVE MY PHONE IT IS ALSO MISSING JUST LIKE MY CAT AND I HAVE TO BUY A NEW ONE

22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
oppositie sex nah

23. Are you nice to everyone?
not really

24. What are you sitting on right now? 
my bed

25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
YES YES IVE DONE IT MAZZ AND I ARE 6 MONTHS IN AND I HAVE NOT CHEATED And i did it before 2

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? 
y

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
mazzzzz

28. Do you get a lot of colds?
not rlly

29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
no

30. Does anyone hate you?
i sure hope so

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
not everything

32. Do you like watching scary movies?
sure

33. Are you a jealous person?
ye, im very jealous im very very jealous

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
no idea

35. Did you have a dream last night? 
no idea

36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
I tell Mazz everything pmuch

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
no idea

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
........ she better //shot YES

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
mhmmmmmm

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
no....

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
yes

42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? 
...... ...... ... kinda????????

43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? 
cuddling

44. What’s the best part about school? 
I can draw a lot in my sketchbook then I dont like drawing in it at home

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
yeah

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
no

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
mh

48. Were you single over the last summer?
yeah

49. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
probably the dishes, maybe fr commissionsnnss but my computer is not set up to draw rn
LOOKING AT NEW PHONES

50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
I havent texted anyone in a looong time but the last person I talked to is SUUUPPPPPPPPERRR ATTRACTIVE AND I WILL KISS HER SOOO MANY TIMES</sub></span>